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I don’t care if you make jokes about me, tease me about things, or just plain make fun of me about the things I do. It’s whatever, and I don’t care. It’s usually funny. But when you start to make fun of my ADHD and everyone is laughing at me while we’re at dinner and I’m the only one without a smile on my face, that’s when I start to get upset. You didn’t even stop. You just kept going.

Thank you so much. That made me so happy… not.

I can’t control the fact that I have ADHD… it’s just the way I am. And I hate when you legit make fun of me and laugh about it.

Well, today was good. :) Spent time with my grandma and tia. Was a small get together. Only my parents, brothers, grandma, tia, and family friend. But it was relaxing and nice to spend time with them. I’m honestly so thankful for so many things. I can’t even name them all right now, but here are a few.

My Family
Although my family fights a lot and we bud heads more than most families probably do, I still love them to death. They’re there when I really need them, and without their love and support, I would be a mess. Even though we really can’t afford it, my parents have payed for me to cheer for ten years. For those of you who don’t know the cost of cheerleading, that’s a whole hell of a lot of money. I know that they pay for it because they love me and want to support me in doing what I love to do, even if it means giving up other things. I’m so thankful they have allowed me to cheer for so long, because without cheer, I would be a different person. Anyways, I love my family to death. I would do anything for them. And I can’t forget my brothers. Love them with all my heart, even if we argue and they kill me in Call of Duty. It’s okay. haha.

My friends
Throughout high school, I have realized who my true friends are. I know the ones who will always be there for me, and I know I will always be there in return. My senior year was off to a really rocky start from cheer drama and stress. But my friends got me through it and kept me going. They’re honestly so amazing and without them I don’t know how I would have handled some of the situations I was in. It’s good to have people I can just vent to and get their honest opinion. I’m so thankful that I have such amazing friends that stick by my side.

My Living Conditions
I cannot express how thankful I am for the things I take for granted. A roof over my head, food to eat, clothes on my back, shoes on my feet, a car to get around… Those seem so basic right? Well there are people out there that don’t even have those. I get so heartbroken when I see homeless people carrying all their things around. When I know they haven’t eaten in days and they aren’t sure where they will be staying for the night. It breaks my heart. I wish I could help everyone in need, I really do. I’m beyond blessed to live the way I do, and I hope other people realize how lucky they are also to just have a home, food, and clothes.

My Boyfriend
Wow, I don’t know what to say about him. There’s honestly so much. He’s my everything, and words can’t begin to express how lucky I am to have him. He isn’t only my boyfriend, but my best friend as well. He gets me like no one else does, and I get him too. It’s been almost a year now and he has been through so much with me. He listened to my drama, and offered his advice. He took care of me when I had my wisdom teeth pulled…cuddled with me, brought me popcicles, told my I look beautiful even with my face extremely swollen, he held me while I slept, brought me flowers and a balloon, cooked me food, and made me smile despite all the pain. He has treated me well and we have never had an extreme fight. He’s so respectful and I love how family oriented he is. This past year he has been my rock and the one I lean on when I need someone to be there for me. I’m not only in a relationship with him, but his family too. His parents are like my second mom and dad. They call me their fifth child, and I even took their yearly family photos with them on Tuesday. His brothers and sister are like my own siblings. I like it because I’ve always wanted a sister. :) And his brothers are easy to get along with because they are the same age as my own brothers. I’ve met his entire extended family, too. And they are all so sweet. I love going to their family parties and gatherings with them. I feel so at home. Brandon and his family have become a huge part of my life in the past year, and I’m thankful for everything they’ve done for me. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for us.

There’s so many more things I am thankful for. The list goes on and on. I hope everyone had an amazing Thanksgiving and that you all enjoy the rest of the holidays.Please remember what the holidays are really about. Not just the food, parties, gifts, etc. Remember the true meaning. God bless.

He just IM’d me on Facebook and we were talking for a little bit. I miss him. He lives in Montana. He always knows what to say to make me feel better and give me a good laugh. He gives good parent advice without making me feel weird about things. Like I can talk to him about things that I wouldn’t want to talk about with my parents. And he promises he won’t tell them. He’s pretty much great. :)